How Has This Retreat Made a Difference in My Life?

Wow. I have a conversational relationship with God. I recognize His presence in my life. I ask him much more often for help. I wait patiently for His reply. I share everything with Him. I am awed by His presence, but so much less afraid. I am a kinder, gentler person. More patient with others. Letting little annoyances go. Focusing on bigger things. Asking myself and others to think about deeper things. I have always had good values, but now I am goal driven by them, and they are clearer to me. Liturgy is a better grace to me now, I am no longer dependent on a good homily. The community has become more important. And I can always talk to Jesus no matter the bad music or the poor homily.

This retreat IS my life! This is the manner I want live. The graces were always exactly what I needed at the time. I found over the course of these weeks that I came to appreciate and understand the human part of Jesus so much better. I always knew it in my head, but I came to see that Jesus had to live this perfect love in a body that got tired, fatigued, occasionally frustrated. As we neared Holy Week, I sensed on a tremedously deep level that one of Jesus key fears was that the apostles were not ready. I felt that as part of His agony....had He done enough? They certainly were not exactly impressive in their fidelity, understanding, courage. As much as what He would endure physically on the human level frightened Him, I felt His profound anguish about those who would carry on. In contrast, I have always thought that the first gift of the Resurrection is peace, and of course it is. But there was a line in the scripture that spoke of the meeting of the Risen Jesus reuniting with those apostles which said "they udnerstood the Scriptures when they saw Him". When I prayed with that I had a sense that this was God's gift to Jesus that He HAD done enough - these men and women would bear the seeds of all that He had hoped to do. The trust Jesus had in the Garden of Gethsemane to follow the Voice that lead His life had borne fruit in them. I really felt Jesus profound joy in that knowledge, in this moment of once again inhabiting a human body. That really touched me as such a tender moment for Jesus. I am a human being who hears a Voice that continually calls me to rise above what limits me and love perfectly. I sometimes get discouraged, and feel like the limitations define me. This retreat helped me remember that the Love I have been given defines me. That is what keeps me on this journey, and I felt that Jesus understands this. He was limited and He had perfect love. What an agony that must have been to be caught in time, and to look around and wonder if these folks were the right ones. No longer limited, He continues to call, even folks like me!

It is hard to explain it here, in sentences, but it has made a huge difference. For one thing, I have come to see just how God loves us all, and for another, I have come to see Jesus as a PERSON too, in addition to the second person of the Trinity. It was uncanny how certain weeks gave me pointers on things that I was struggling with THAT WEEK.

Jesus is so much more real to me as a person. I was somewhat stale in my conception of Jesus. There is so much more to Jesus now than I ever imagined before.

As a result of this retreat, I'm more in tune with God's mercy and love and see how He continues to pour out His graces on me and the world.

God has given me the grace to be more forgiving with people I disagree with. This retreat has reminded me to see Christ more in others, not just in myself.

This is the fourth year that i have made this online retreat and I have told several people about this retreat. This year it has been so powerful, taking me deeper into my faith than I could ever have imagined. To recognize the Spirit of Christ growing more and more in me is powerful. To know God's great love for me and every person brings such joy into my life. I share my faith everywhere I go. It radiates from me without ever saying a word. There have been many graces pouring into my life. My relationship with my husband and our children has been the greatest gift. Also, being involved with more outreach faith sharing ministries is making a big difference in my life. Working with the poor has become a big part of who I am since making this retreat. Being open to social justice and wanting and actually doing is a definite grace from making this retreat.

Yes it has, I've become much more 'firm' in my faith and I've become much less anxious about life (you might call it 'peace') - and I've faced down a few 'demons' and come out the other side intact!

The consistent daily practice/readings have elevated me out of myself and brought me closer-feeling to a loving God and also people.

This retreat helped open my eyes and heart in ways I didn't think could happen for me. I have heard people share about how our heavenly father loves and forgives us sinners and I wasn't able to understand. I felt like I was hitting my head against a wall I couldn't get through. I was confirmed in the early 1990s and I have been in recovering twelve step meetings for 17 years. This retreat has shown my the truth that I like everyone else, I am loved, and I don't have to earn it. Jesus was born and died so that we could have the hope of the joy in being with him and our father. I have a freedom that I didn't have before.

There were times when I felt like I was not making progress, then I remembered the early advice-Don't demand progress. Some of the things that had the most profound effect on me were recalling my life story, seeing God in there at so many times and not realizing it and my spiritual advisors comment
that what I thought were a lot of negative memories were neither negative nor positive, they were just memories. Then there was the story of Jesus at the Well during Lent and realizing that he was talking
to me. Somehow I never connected the dots. I have decided to enter the Lay Formation program through our Diocese. Don't know where that will take me or if I have anything to offer but I have decided if they will take me I had better go
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This retreat has helped me to recognize the face of Jesus in so many people I encounter every day and to receive his love in them and to offer him my love through them in return. Jesus has always been present, but now I am present too, and recognize him. I also must add that having the opportunity to share my reflections on each week's graces has been a little experience of that communion of saints which we profess. For by opening up my heart to some person(s) invisible, I have felt an unbounded friendship.

Jesus has become more alive. I experienced his human side and have seen a glimpse of his reality

It has brought me closer to Jesus and increased my desire to be near him in all the mundane things of my life. It has added so much to my spiritual life and my love for God.

I believe I feel a closer connection to God and feel more comfortable trying to attain a personal relationship with God. I found myself asking for grace and help in more situations in my life - regular daily events, not just "big-ticket" issues.

I am mindful that there are many weeds that still surround my life. But I give thanks for what I have learned and what I try to integrate into everyday life... a deepened sense of God’s loving embrace.

The retreat has helped me feel closer to God and has given me a greater spirituality.

I have used the Exercises extensively in my life since going through the retreat. It is extremely important to me to have had the understanding that the Lord and his immediate family were human beings just like me.

I have been chosen and called to grow nearer and dearer to Him on my faith journey. I can now happily look ahead and, as one retreat participant so aptly wrote in the sharing section of the retreat, “not worry about the diversions, distractions and detours; the dejection, dissembling and doubt…it is just the landscape”. I now know that my Lord and Savior is always just a whispered prayer/conversation away.

I am aware of Jesus´great love for me. I also found out that in difficult times he cries for and with me. Which is incredibly comforting.

They were several graces it helped be with. Probably the greatest was helping my patience in dealing with my wife whom is in the beginnings of dementia. Each day is different and at times exasperating but God has helped me with great patience and the graces thereof!

I have so much more patience with myself and others.

I realize the best way to imprint the lessons is to live God's will and follow Jesus simple command of loving others as He has loved us.

The graces were many and often subtle. I said "yes" and felt the need to volunteer whereas before I would have talked myself out of it. When people wanted me to listen and asked for feedback I gave it believing God had placed these people here. I was never so aware of Jesus' conscious choice to love when he was being mocked and crucified. I had always believed that Jesus was truly human truly Divine but never had thought through ("felt through") the choice to love.

This retreat helped me understand the love and acceptance of God for me in my weakness and His understanding of suffering and mercy.

It is life changing I now have a relationship with God. I have a sense of peace. God is alive and within me guiding me and strengthening me. My health problems have got worse but there is a sense of peace and joy. I'm loved. Through this retreat I have faced my dark side also and survived

Made me understand sin more. Made me somewhat more peaceful and accepting. Still, I'm not clear/sure at this stage of my life what my mission is. But I now feel patient to wait for a direction and I do feel more compassionate towards others.

The retreat has given me a deep peace. A foundational peace. And in this peace, I feel I can be more of my self in this larger God Self.

It focused my prayer time and gave me something to ponder each week. I loved the fact that I had a new surprise to ponder each week.

No doubt, Jesus was always there in my life but now I know it.

It has helped me to refocus on the daily liturgy, and renew my hope in the God of mercies, who only really wants my love. The greatest grace from the retreat is to come to a realization that all is gift. I've learned to be more grateful for even the trials and losses in my life.

This retreat has been like a companion to me over this past year - constant, present, never failing. The graces have been a focused life. Finally, I have heard myself say: "I get it! I know more now of who I am, and who God is, and how it is I am called to be with God/Jesus." The biggest awareness has been of recognizing my call to humility, to dying to self. My prayer now is "I must diminish, Christ must increase". The effort certainly continues - and I certainly don't always "get" the "living it out", but I do have a deepened understanding of my place in life, a lessening of anxiety about trying to 'figure out my purpose', and a greater contentment just to be who I am with how I live knowing God/Jesus is always by my side - and that my life is truly about God, not about me. I keep my focus on God. And when I get caught up in 'me', I am able more quickly to recognize this and turn my attention back to God's love and soak it in and this quiets my soul.

I am beginning to know Jesus in a personal way - a way I didn't know how to get to.

The retreat has been a guide to help me continue in the spirit of opening up to God.

Doing the retreat has kept me calm & quiet. It has made me realize that I have had many blessings by God's grace. It has also made me realize that while I must do my duty, I should do it not for my personal glory but for God. That way I am unlikely to go wrong.

This retreat has drawn me in so much closer to Christ, I feel much more of a personal relationship with God as a result of practicing the helps suggested in the retreat.

It has changed me, and made me more calm during my working day. It has also help me to stay close to God, and to 'choose' those things which enable me to be close to him.

I definitely try every minute to be more aware of everyone and everything around me and recognize Jesus and opportunities to love and care for others.

This retreat has made a huge difference in my life. It has brought God into my every day world. It has deepened my spiritual life....and the desire to continue to deepen my spiritual life. It has also helped me to accept myself a lot more and to see that my mission doesn't have to be a big thing....but living every day through the small acts etc.

I cannot explain the peace I have found, except that I have learned to trust the Lord. This is a way better way to live both emotionally and in my daily concentration.

It has made a difference in several ways. It has helped me create a discipline to using the process for prayer and reflection, and to being more aware of Jesus' presence in my life. The grace of knowing He is with me always, even when I don't think about it, has been most important grace I have received. Additionally, the daily scripture readings have been grace-filled for me. I love being able to follow the daily readings of the Church, and this has been an excellent resource for that.

It has helped to quiet my spirit, and I am grateful for the opportunity of being alone with God, yet in unity with others who are on the retreat.

The first and maybe biggest grace was early on when I was experiencing despair about my inability to feel worthy of God's love, and someone responded to one of my posts with encouraging words. I took those to heart and while I still felt unworthy, I decided to just keep going with it. And I started to feel love, in spite of myself.

It has been amazing how pertinent the themes have been as I have gone through the materials and though the developing situation in my life. There were so many times that we were looking at a particular aspect of christian life (denying self, recommitment to God, receiving God's love, etc), when that aspect came into sharp focus in the developing situation in my life.

It has made a huge difference. I can now truly say that I am love with Jesus Christ and I look forward to that love increasing even more.

I feel more committed to Christ but at the same time I still wonder what his plan for me might be. I feel drawn closer and my prayer life has improved.

I think I may be more tolerant now, less judgmental and altogether more accepting.

The biggest difference is recognizing my sinful habits, and seeking God's help in avoiding them, and realizing that, though weak, I am gaining strength in my desire to be with Jesus in living life doing God's will, with the Grace of surrendering to that will.

I have recognized my own arrogance, am accepting the meaning of the word "serve", am accepting that God isn't done with me - still much to teach me, is guiding me; I can become what he made me to be if I just let Him; faced my very judgmental nature, learned that sometimes anger is justified, not always wrong. I know that I am loved by Him as I am. I realized through this retreat that God loves me just as I am. I have 'slowed down' and actually begun to enjoy the here and now - not all the time of course, but I'm learning to enjoy what He gives me every day; I've been graced to pray every night and say thank you for everything in the day (whether it was all wonderful or not!), to say I'm sorry, and ask forgiveness in prayer every night. I have learned to love reading scripture. I find that I am hungry for it in a way I never was before, and see/hear it in a way I never did before. He has changed me - that's how this retreat has made a difference in my life. I can't see myself and others as I used to - God IS in each of us.

Well, nobody has told me I'm different person. But, I know I'm certainly more conscious of God's love and incredible generosity.

I once read that prayer was keeping company with God. I open the door and let God walk into my life. My faith is stronger and frustration at God has diminished.

To be able realize His presence in the "breaking of the bread" and our brokenness was profound.

It helped me keep on track when I was tempted not to have the mind and heart of Jesus in human relationships

I refreshed myself in the practice of putting myself in the scene when praying. I was conscious of more daily prayer.

I've been able to let go of both of my temptations to focus wholeheartedly on listening to what God is saying to me through scripture, prayer life, meditation, and the "background" noise of the world.

Better understanding and appreciation of Jesus, both as a person in my life, and as a teacher.

My experience with this retreat has been very positive. My time with Jesus and His life on Earth was a special blessing. Our relationship became more intimate and loving with each passing week. I feel His presence with me, in me. I am more in the moment, in love.

This has been an awesome experience. I now recognize Jesus in every person I meet. I have a deep awareness of social justice

I especially appreciated realizing how much God has been present in all my life experiences and seeing him at work in my personal faith "history."

I have a deeper spiritually and I love the intimacy of a friendship with Our Lord. I realize it is a journey to be continued.

I am able to read Scriptures and find meaning for me in my daily life. I think this and the daily reflections have helped me so much in the last year that I have used them. I have wanted to read Scriptures for a long time, but never was able to make sense of it or really make it meaningful. The retreat and the Daily reflections and resources you provide at Lent and Advent have really opened the Scriptures up to me and how it is dynamic and its meaning changes for me personally as my life changes. I have been able to understand better how God is trying to show me things through my daily activities and through the Scriptures. It is hard to find a big chunk of time to just pray and this has helped to do it differently in smaller increments and has really helped me in my relationship with God and seeing His presence in my family and daily life!

-Understanding Scripture: the retreat had me sit & think about the words instead of hearing them on Sunday and forgetting. - Sharing my Faith: I have kept my Roman Catholicism private in the past There are extreme views that forget two tenets: God Loves us and we should love each other - during this retreat I've made progress on talking about my faith & showing Jesus/God's love to others. -Graces: I'm on the path to knowing Jesus/God is always there for me even when the path seems dark and work & life's craziness can consume my days. Some days it is very clear and other days are fuzzy. The bottom line is that I know it is a path that requires me to get on and keep moving and Believe.

I am now a much more prayer-ful person I am very peaceful what joy what love I now feel for my fellow man I just want to serve my Lord more and more I am so grateful for all that he has done for me and I want to repay him with the sharing of his word.

It has helped me to be more focused on God, to lean on His strength to pull me through hard days and nights. The graces were so varied and many. It has been a powerful and meaningful extension of our faith journey.

I feel the retreat helped me develop a closer, more intimate relationship with God.

It has given me the chance to have special time with my dear Lord as I lead a very busy life with church, family and friends.

This retreat gave me so many insights and the grace to accept whatever comes my way because it's God's will and I know he knows what's best for me.

When I began this retreat, I simply wanted to "check it out" and see what resources for an Ignatian retreat were available. But then I found that it was speaking to my present experience and it seemed that in this whole process the retreat graces were timed just right for what was going on with me. The deepening of noticing God's presence, more freedom in being who I am and feeling loved as I am. A greater desire for generosity toward others in forgiveness and understanding.

My retreat has helped me develop more patience with other people. I've also learned that my efforts at living well mean nothing unless they are centered in Christ. "What would Jesus do?" has greater meaning for me now.

The retreat has kept me more focused. I've come to accept my limitations, to pray as I can not as I can't,to realize that conversion is a lifelong journey,to be comfortable with my weaknesses knowing that God is with me in these weaknesses.

I understand and know the human person of Jesus. Despite years of Catholic education I only saw the divine person in human form. By making Jesus real, it's changed my perception of Him and it's easier to love and respect him.

The most I am grateful was for me to realize all things that are made for me, that I am here as God want me to be here. He loves me so much that I am receiving so much graces.

It helped me refocus on Jesus instead on myself and my situation.

I no longer wonder if I'm good enough, I know I'm good enough. I now have the experience of being in Joy with Jesus. I had known how to feel Jesus in my suffering, now I know how to feel Him in my joy. I've never felt this way before.

I only know I experienced the passionate love of God more. All I want to do now is love in return.

The retreat has made a difference for me in my life as I needed to get myself back on track and re-focused on Christ, who and where our Lord really was and is and will continue to be for me. I'm most grateful and thankful for this help in this area. This retreat has been a spiritual awakening for me in many areas of my "Walk with God". I needed some restoration and healing and this retreat gave me these much needed graces.

The biggest grace was that for the first time ever in my life i was able to pray every day without fail. it has been a springboard for other spiritual practices which i hope to maintain always. it took me to a level i have always wanted to break through to and has pointed me in a direction for further spiritual growth.

I'm much more patient with my family and others. I am more mindful of what I'm doing through the day and I am more grateful for God's love for me. Things make more sense.

This retreat has given me the determination to understand that the focus of my spiritual effort should be: to know Christ better and to love Him more ardently and thus to serve Him with more determination.

I wish I could name them all. I feel that I am more aware of God's love for me despite the many times I fail him. I don't feel that I need to redeem my past, Jesus has done so already, but redeem my future my letting Jesus lead me and follow him more closely.

Enormous difference. I am honestly a better human being, and a much better Christian. Better nurse, better mother, better wife, better daughter, better friend. I am sad it's over.

I look forward to each day, realizing that I am personally supported by God's love and grace.

In my heart, I have felt dead, and wondered if I was loosing my faith in God. Two years ago, I had heard of this online retreat from our local Catholic newspaper ( the Northwest Progress). And, through the readings, and my groups discussions, I feel that my faith in Jesus, has definitely been restored.

I definitely am more patient and see God in more everyday experiences. I can see that I am better than my old self - a better wife, mother, daughter, etc ...I have learned how to reinforce that it is not about me and about what I can do for the greater good of God. I can also see myself taking some formal training in Lay Ministry in the future - it is a calling.

The retreat gave me a focus and structure, apart from the growing experience of intimacy with God. I found that I could not hold on to anger and unforgiveness for long if I was open to God through the material. I am convinced this grace alone has kept me from going under. Also: a new intimacy with the Trinity; recovering my place in God's mission (going with him, not him coming with me); an increased desire for prayer; an increased desire to share the love of Christ and his freedom; knowing myself loved; desiring less of me and more of him.

I have learned to spend more time in prayer. Also, I am more familiar with scripture and how to use it in prayer. Love and patience. A more intense everyday spiritual life.

I feel near to Jesus and I am grateful for everything, I do not judge people any more.

It gave me the evidence of God's presence and love for me and therefore made me very confident on my reaction to the future of my life whatever it may be. The most important difference, perhaps, was my opening to God's love and realizing that He is happy with that,that is "finding God finding me".

Yes, a big difference. Especially in the discipline of regular prayer time. This has helped keep me focused. Also I was very tuned into the liturgical season and was able to reap those benefits of being with the seasons on a deeper level. It has deepened my truth and my ability to seek it. My openness with my spiritual director (not a jesuit)and his support in this retreat has given a foundation on which to grow and trust. The spiritual director is relatively new for me (one year). I have also found a rich appreciation for Reconciliation. The graces are the exercises, the ability to bring myself in the presence of God, and the desire to be there. The graces are also tied to the difference in my life. I want so much to bring this experience to others.

If understanding is a grace, and if being aware of the gifts that surround us and recognizing it all, it worked.

I have never felt so close to God as I do now with the help of these guides and work we have done together as a small group at our church using these guides. I understand my faith so well now through the graces I have received during this retreat. It has made a huge difference in my thinking and feeling about things in my everyday life, more importantly it has given me a much clearer understanding in my relationship with God and my purpose in Life. Long before I began this retreat I prayed to be closer to God and for him to show me what it was he wanted of me and gradually through this retreat I came to understand that it was much simpler than I could ever have imagined. I have received so many graces I don't know where to begin. My biggest grace is the gratitude that I have for God and his love and my love of him. I know he is always with me.

I feel that I have managed to slow down my life and become more "god centered."

This was a wonderful experience, and frequently amazed me how the week's focus addressed a particular need/concern I was having. I would have something at the back of my mind, sometimes that I wasn't even really aware that was there, and the retreat materials would address it. I found especially helpful the "In these or similar words" section, particularly at the beginning, until I started to find my own voice.

The primary grace, for which I had longed my entire life, was to finally know that God loves me, and that he is close. I had never experienced that before; God always seemed remote, disinterested, aloof. This retreat was invaluable, as was the guidance of my spiritual director, for finally truly believing that He is with me, and for finding His peace throughout the joys and demands of everyday life.

A closer awareness of the love of God, a sense that Jesus is always beside me, a better acceptance of myself as a loved child of God.

The gospel readings that were used did come alive for me ...I enjoyed the technique of placing myself in them; for the first time I have come to realize that the dramas of my life as in fact part of Christ's message for me. I had before now, seen these as distinct. Now I see them as opportunities for Christ and me to walk together; and thirdly, I do take the time,to ask in these difficult times, what would Jesus have done. I know that this may sound trite, but I do try to have patience for others, to modulate my words and tomes.

It was a really nice experience. It helped me to look deeper at myself and deeper at the person of Jesus and His relationship with me.

Made scripture come alive through awakening my dormant imagination. Truly discovered Jesus talking to me in a quiet voice.

My acceptance of God's acceptance of me.

I spend more time just "being with" or talking with God. I try harder to discern what is God's voice and which are my own desires.

I have been lead by the helps, readings, prayers, and sharing, to discover things about myself and God has been powerful and life-changing. I am a Lutheran pastor and my ministry and life have been engraced and enlivened, and enriched powerfully by this experience. The Ignatian spirituality practiced is very right for me.

My intimacy with God was increased, my recognition of my own places of blindness and fear/anxiety/lack of trust were revealed clearly. It was like having a teacher with me.
My awareness of the graces given to me by God increased.

I entered this retreat for a reason. I needed to prayer about the position cuts at my work. I prayed that I would be ready to accept the lost of my position and move on. As it turned out, my position was not cut. The prayer of moving on has become accepting the job in my job description and the addition of responsibilities. This has been very hopeful and helpful for me.

Conscious of the presence of God in every moment, More intimate relationship with Jesus, and Willingness to solve some ongoing problems in my life.

I see the little things a little different. Not irritations of the day, but 'gifts' to deal with and opportunities to recall a bigger purpose.

The greatest message from retreat is message that Jesus loves me. I know it now and I want live with this always in spite of many sorrows of my life.

This retreat has changed my life. It has provided me with ways in which to come to know myself, and get to know Jesus better. I have fallen in love with Jesus, I will never be the same. I am a loved sinner,very much a work in progress. Each day and week I felt blessed and graced by God. God is indeed more generous than I can imagine. I have been graced by getting to know God, love God, and hopefully serve God. I have been given the grace to see that the presence of God will be with me always, and is not just for me , but for all. I have been given the grace to forgive and be forgiven, a task which is lifelong. I realize that I am a loved sinner, truly my life is in His hands. I have come to see Christ people , those that I love, and those that are difficult to love. The graces go on and on.

My life is different in that I have a greater understanding of Jesus and His Mission.
By understanding Jesus better, I am better able to appreciate His friendship. For instance, I should view, all of today's activities as God's gift to me. These gifts are countless.

It was a revelation to walk alongside Jesus in his early years and growing up. Getting to know the Holy Family as a proper family with the same problems we encounter. I have come to realize Jesus is my brother as well as my Lord. I hope I have become more human. But realize how far I have to go.

Week 5. The beginning and end of each day. "Our consciousness of evil would be too great for us to bear, without the second image: God's loving, merciful response." "asking for the grace to see the outrageous, rebellious evil of sin in the world, and the merciful love of God in the death of Jesus for the sin of our world. Week 6. "That we might know our sin - completely and profoundly - so that we might know the depth of God's love for us personally." We are asking for graces. That tells us, from the beginning, that we are not going to achieve what we desire on our own here. It will not be the result of our work alone. It will be a gift - a gift from God." Week 9. "Our remembering of our sins and the sins done against us, does not mean we have not been forgiven, nor that we have not forgiven others." "I'm a loved sinner, on the path to healing, because of your faithful love for me." "God's love for us is so strong that it heals us." Week 6, again. "The essential nature of this retreat remains the same - it's about unifying my day, from the time I awake to just before I sleep, with a sense of God's presence with me on this journey."

The retreat kept me aware of Christ in my life, and has been a support in some trying times. It is so difficult to 'trust' that everything will work out when things seem to be falling apart. The retreat brings me back to a level of trust that may be less than ideal but is nonetheless enough to keep hope alive.

I have a greater sense of being loved by God. I have also learned to be patient in the midst of desolation, knowing that God is present.

It has improved my spiritual life and enhanced my private conversations with the Lord.

I have come to understand how being grateful to God for everything being a gift to me, can prompt me to live my life more fully and with love for others. I feel a very strong connection to God through doing the retreat, which I didn't feel before doing so. Prayer has also really helped me to feel more connected.

The love and acceptance of me by a God who loves me to the extent that he smiles on me even in my moments of greatest weakness. That is a great grace I believe.

This retreat has help me reprioritize my life. It has helped me understand the importance of my kids and wife and my true calling as father and husband. The Lord has spoken to me as a result of this retreat and clearly told me that my vocation in life "Is to be a father and husband to the best of my abilities"

I have a deeper relationship with Jesus which is based more on his understanding and compassion for my weaknesses and the suffering I have experienced. I still find it incredible that he accepts me as I am because I'm well aware of my short comings.

Getting more of the feeling that God truly accepts me as I am and I can be honest with him. There are truly no barriers there--- I only imagine there are when I don't want to let him be fully involved with me.

This retreat has been the greatest gift I have ever received. It has been a real love feast and awareness of how much I am desired and cherished by God. This relationship has become the most important thing in my life. I'm already getting saddened by the retreat's drawing to a close.

I used it for my own personal prayer, and at the same time as the basis for directing another in her spiritual life.

I think that it helped me to grow in union with God, with emphasis on an intimate knowledge of God, and an increase in love and following of Christ.

My intimate relationship with Jesus has grown to the nth degree. My profound gratitude for the healings that have occurred throughout my life and within the time frame of this retreat are one of the many graces. The balancing act of life between ministry, marriage and children is another grace that has been afford to me. The joy of knowing and feeling the love God the Father, God the Son and the Holy Spirit is another.

Being Catholic from birth, I think I'm easily lulled into a bland faith, just attending Mass and paying lip service to Jesus. But this retreat really did set my heart on fire with love for Jesus. It modeled ways of thinking and acting and praying that I can use in real life. I'm at a crossroads where I'm considering changing careers from a fairly lucrative software career to a distinctly challenging career as a high school science teacher. This retreat has strengthened my resolve to turn from the world's ideal (money, power, prestige) to the ideals of Jesus. I will need all the tools this retreat has
provided as I move ahead in this new path with Jesus.

Although I was raised Catholic, I had never been on a retreat before and consequently did not know what to do or expect from the experience. At the time I discovered your website, I was in the midst of taking the first tentative steps for returning to the faith after having been lapsed for over 20 years. Given this circumstance, I would not have signed up for an in-person retreat and was very uncomfortable about my predicament. I was experiencing a lot of confusion and had many questions but realized that I lacked the language to try to adequately explain my feelings and was feeling embarrassed and somewhat overwhelmed by the situation. So, accidentally finding this retreat was truly a blessing! I found that the materials helped to slowly, methodically and non-threateningly direct me towards important faith-issues for consideration. Having an entire week to process the topic and read the supplemental explanations/reflections was extremely beneficial for demonstrating how to read/use scripture and to learn how to meditate/internalize the reading. The materials helped me to formulate thoughts and questions, assisted in directing prayer/reflections during the week, and helped me to develop a language and confidence about my faith. I believe none of this would have occurred without the safety and anonymity of the online format as a starting point.

I don't think I would have successfully returned to my faith without the online retreat experience. Since starting the retreat I have had the courage to seek out spiritual direction with my pastor which has been very helpful for getting answers to my questions and helping me to enter into the life of my parish. I have been made very aware of the many gifts that God has given me, and have experienced such gratitude that I began volunteering this year at a homeless shelter/food pantry in my community. Finally, I am most grateful for being able to develop a personal relationship with Jesus, a concept which I never understood or pursued. For me, God used to be some distant beam of energy - powerful and dangerous - something to be feared. I don't feel that way anymore and truly enjoy the time I can spend listening to God and being instructed by Him through scripture.

I have shared it with others in the way in which I approach life and relate to those who touch my life.

I followed the suggested readings and steps as closely as I could. I now see what Jesus has done for me and I marvel at it.

A whole new way of praying, not in words, but in my thought patterns. This Lent has been a beautiful experience for me. The Holy Spirit has truly been with me and I have used the guides. I loved the resources, a whole new way of praying for me.

It opened the scriptures to me in a more visual, present way. My sermons grew as a result.

Last week, I kept thinking of the picture of the fisherman and Peter going back to fishing. I knew that I am changed forever by this retreat and can not go back to "fishing" like I did before the retreat.

Yes, I think the retreat has made a big difference. To be honest I never thought I'd actually do the whole thing from beginning to end. I am thrilled I did. I think the retreat has kept me focused on what is important in life. I work at a very prestigious firm and there are a lot of trimmings. I am a secretary and I see people with a lot of material goods and it's hard not to get depressed and want more and more. The retreat kept re-focusing me if I lost my way.

I thank the Lord for finding all means to make it clear that He is here constantly guiding me. Ever since we immigrated to the U.S. , I missed a lot of things. But what I miss most is my daily masses.The daily reflections and the online retreat that I have been taking online has sustained me these past 4 years.

I have matured in my ability to read and relate to passages. It has helped me to make major decisions for my future--to see how I can follow Jesus in every situation. Further, I am able to offer this grace to others I meet who are in need of empathy, companionship, and love.

I have received innumerable graces, including letting go of a lot of the protective shell that tends to keep me from being hurt at the expense of keeping me from being open to serving others.

I don't even know how to express what a difference this retreat has made in my life. I know I am a different person and I know that it is all God's doing. I can now look back on my life and realize all of
the gifts God has given me and how he has guided and shaped my life even when I didn't know he was there. I find myself saying thank you to people around me for the little things they do for me because I am truly grateful. I find I have more patience. I have spent most of my life focusing on my flaws - never feeling that what I did was good enough - but now even though I still do that, I know that it doesn't have the same power over me that it had before. I learned to be honest with myself, I learned to talk to God, to tell him about me and in the doing I learned about me and about him. Most of all I experienced God's presence in my life and got to know Jesus as a human person, a deeply loved friend and brother who allows me to be myself with him - really freeing for me. Being able to tell him the truth about my fears, my hopes, my dreams, my desires has transformed me - it has given me a
release and a sense of acceptance that I have so wanted and could never find. And all of this has made me more aware of how others suffer And my gratitude has led me to try to be more loving
to those around me - as I recognize that God loves me in my imperfections and probably has more than a few chuckles about my rationalizations, I've learned to reach out to my friends and
family, to loosen up and cut them a little slack. Not only is God not finished with me yet (as our parish priest once remarked about himself), I feel that He has probably only just begun. And I look
forward to what the future with Him brings and hope that I can trust myself to His love. The graces were a deepening sense of hope, a lessening of the negative self talk which runs rampant through my brain at times. I found that I was able to be more grounded in my life

Many graces... with long term effects I'm sure. In particular -- taking up my cross daily -- I don't see it as a personal experience of ascetism -- I take up my cross when accompanying others who are being crucified because of oppression, such as homelessness. I truly take up my cross when I work for systemic change, so that others won't have be "crucified" because of poverty, racism and other forms of oppression.

It has helped me let God work through my words and actions in dealing with people in difficult circumstances.

The retreat has been the single most helpful spiritual aid I have ever experienced. I closely followed the suggested format, and found very helpful the use of imagination in bringing me into each situation. Jesus has come alive. I feel his sacrifice and servanthood is a calling for me to try and follow his example.

It has given me another way to start my days. I was already starting day with prayer time, but it gave me a guided program. My graces were to remember Jesus as my guide and to "surrender all" to hard, which is a daily challenge as I attempt and then laugh at myself thinking that I'm in control.

I found myself thinking about the week's topic as I drove to work, at school during small breaks, and even at times while I was with students a thought or phrase would creep into my thinking. I feel like I
have "new eyes"! I see people and situations in a new light. This retreat has also strengthened my prayer life as well as lifted me up spiritually. There are too many graces to list but a few would be the deep, personal sharing by our sharing group. This retreat >gave me hope during a very difficult and trying time in Feb. I feel a closeness to Christ that became deeper and more personal each week. I feel an "intimate love" for Jesus.

believe that this retreat has been and will continue to be a life-changing experience. During the early parts of this retreat I became more aware of and focused on my banal, everyday sinfulness. Along with this awareness there came a recognition of my need to be quiet, to listen, to be humble. Later in the retreat I became convinced of God's abiding and abundant love for me. Since the retreat, I have tried to reflect on all that God has given me so that, in gratitude and with commitment, I can say, " Take Lord and receive..."

I learned that there is a lot of almost-instinctive, self-centered, judgmental i.e. sinful, stuff in the my background times. By paying more attention to my background times, I became more aware of their importance - for good or bad - to my spiritual life. Paying more attention to background times focused me more on the here-and-now and minute-to-minute in what I think, feel and do. Although I did not use background times much to go over retreat materials, becoming more aware of background times was one of the key insights of the retreat.

This retreat has made all the difference in my life this year. Truly, our Lord led me to this in preparation for an extremely challenging year. Though I have the True Love and support of a wonderful husband and sons, other family and friends, there were many transitions we needed to prepare for this year and I don't think my spiritual, mental and physical strengths would have held up without the extra Graces from these exercises. Silly as it may sound, one of the Graces I was gifted with was just the daily reminder of what my Spirit already knew. Life has kind of layered all sorts of distractions and pain over the Heart of what I know and fervently believe.that Jesus loves me in spite of myself. And even with my weaknesses and inabilities, He has a mission for me in His world. So, the Graces of Love and Hope and Peace are intertwined within these exercises, too. Some days these Graces were so palpable, I felt I was enfolded in them! Other days, the awe!

Awareness of Jesus' Love and Presence brought tears to my eyes and a sob would catch in my throat as an event from the day's reflection would play itself out in my real life so I would "get the point!" And all I could pray in awe of God's Mercy was, "I believe, Lord! Help my disbelief." I'm still a little overwhelmed by the Graces received during this wonderful retreat!

I learned that Jesus was a quiet dissident, He ate at the house of lepers and sinners, that no matter how many times his mostly band of 12 disappointed Him, He was still there loving them all. I have realized my need for the gift of indifference and all that means. I am still praying for it in it's entirety. I have received the grace to go beyond what I thought were my limit of courage and strength and talents , way out of my comfort zone to do what I might be called to do. I have also received the lasting gift to know that God is in charge, not me. The use of background times taught me to walk consciously with God throughout my whole day and made me realize I am never alone. Praise the Lord!!

The graces, I think, are that God's love is so beyond our words. We live, every moment surrounded by this love yet, sometimes we are unaware. God's will became defined in this retreat: to do what you're doing with the belief that God wants you to do it. I was struck by the diversity and the goodness of my retreat partners. I just felt that we should get together and celebrate a liturgy in thanksgiving and supplication for all of the needs.

I don't know exactly how the retreat made a difference in my life, but I know that it did. I feel surrounded by an abiding love and grounded and set on a path and in a relationship that -- even though I don't know where it will take me -- is right. The graces I received that I can name are two. I feel, really feel, that I am a loved sinner. And I really feel that God desires my freedom and that the way to freedom is obedience. I have been aware of continuing change in myself/my relationship with God, even though I don't have specific words for the change. It has been a wonderful experience. I intend to make the retreat again, beginning in the fall so it coincides (as it did this time) with the liturgical year.

One way it made a difference is to persuade me to take on a greater spiritual challenge. As a result, I had one of the most prayerful Lenten periods I have had in recent memory. I also came to grips with my sinfulness and how much God loves me despite this fact. I have also recognized how much God's grace is such a big part of my salvation.

It has made a difference. I somehow managed to lock in at a time of the year where Easter and Christmas hit at the correct seasonal times. I have also been studying the Gospel of John for the past 12 months through Bible Study Fellowship and I was amazed at how the two overlapped each other on occasions, each reinforcing a truth in my life. It seems to have been a period in my life where God has been teaching me something and then giving me the opportunity to put that teaching into practice. I would say the most significant thing that has resulted for me personally is a stronger awareness of the presence of God in my life.

It helped me see patterns in which I shut myself off from realizing the presence of Christ

This is very difficult to answer but i will try. It has put PRAYER back centrally for me...it has helped me put my life events in perspective...it has helped me tuck in pain and disappointment to my prayer...it has made me face my vulnerably and use it to strengthen me...for example, last night I found jealousy grab me viscerally and I was able to face it for exactly for what it was and to move on.

It was very helpful to open myself up to listening to God speak to me in the background times. This format has made me hungry for more.  It made me realize that God is like this site--always ready to want to open my mind if I only invite Him to by going online and make me feel cherished through His communication with me. Surely, our Father will continue to bless your work.  It is not in vain.

Continuing this type of openness will help me after this retreat.

There were many, many graces. Most recently, joy.

This retreat has transformed me. A friend's father told me I had become "more me" and whatever it was I was doing, I should keep it up! I feel several walls have been knocked down between me and the world.  I finding myself acting on impulses to do good, as opposed to debating those moments.

Thank you for this retreat. It has been an amazing experience. I didn't know what a personal relationship with God was before, I didn't know how to find Him in my everyday life.

This has been the big "plus" for me.  During the past few years, I have developed the habit (for lack of a better word) of praying most mornings, but continuing to bring my prayer into the background of my day was lacking.  This retreat has been wonderful in helping me to do that and in reminding me that even if I miss my morning prayer time, God is still waiting for me and joyful to see me in the background times.  Thank you for that.  The nagging feeling of "what next" is more insistent. I rely on God's grace more and see his presence in small things that I believe I would have missed a year ago.

It deepened my commitment to do all for the love of my dearest Friend, Jesus!

Many of the insights made me appreciate my relationship with Christ more, and they made my relationship with Him even richer than what it already was.

This retreat has strengthened my prayer life as well as lifted me up spiritually.  There are too many graces to list but a few would be the deep, personal sharing by our sharing group.  This retreat gave me hope during a very difficult and trying time in Feb.  I feel a closeness to Christ that became deeper and more personal each week.  I feel an "intimate love"  for Jesus.

I yearn for a closeness with God, I want to spend more time in communion with the Trinity.  The difference is that I am really finding my self wanting more and dedicating time.

I feel more loved and closer to Jesus and I think I always was loved . And my relationship with the church seems to have improved.

The grace is that here it is nearly the end and at least in some way I walked through the whole Retreat, I think I will do better another time but I wanted to try it and I feel I have been more aware of Christ being with me in a very difficult time through the Retreat, I liked following the liturgical year.

Just keep keeping on with the Lord's work, this a marvelous site and such a great thing for someone like me 100 miles away from a Retreat house that I can use. Thank you, thank you, Praise the Lord!!

This retreat has made me aware that I can live out the Gospel in my daily life. I realized that I don't have to leave home to go on retreat, then forget or have trouble adapting those insights once I returned home. I have a long way to go to make that an absolute reality at all times, but at least now I know that it is possible to be aware of God and His great Love for us as we live "in the real world". There is now a great desire in my heart to live as a child of God at all times.   

It felt like it was helpful in my marriage with the graces given me for more increased patience, tolerance and unselfishness.

I found two great friends!  I realize more than ever, that the heavenly reward is what we are after and the day to day world seems so trivial.  I struggle with "am I doing enough for charity and family, etc?" or "should I be doing something different?" 

There were many graces. One was the organized way of covering the themes of the Ignatian retreat.  Another very valuable one was the E-mail sharing with the small group of retreat partners.

Yes it has made a difference. Graces have been abundant. Especially the grace of finding God in MY life as I am, and in my job. Some fears I have that hold me back have had to be confronted - I think that is a huge grace. It has made such a difference - not sure I can describe it 

It is a guide to show me that I am on the right track.  the overall graces in my life over the past year include a softer persona who has given over to God and has lost much hold on what I think I want. 

When I read this weeks materials I realized I do see what patterns keep from life, how my love of comfort and my fears keep me in myself, and how I resist death and diminishment and how I am tempted. As I was in these exercises it did not seem clear but now it can be quite clear. I think to see these is an enormous grace. The greatest graces of presence is harder to speak of and more elusive.

There are too many graces to mention, but the most important was the urge I felt to receive the sacrament of reconciliation after 12 years of not doing so.  I went the Monday of Holy Week, and have been experiencing a personal resurrection ever since. 

Yes, it made we look with new eyes at my junior high students and to see more blessings that God has given me. It lifted me when I was down. 

The difference is substantial.  Now I have an active mission for the remainder of my life and I begin to see the effects of my own change upon my loves ones. 

It has given me confidence and direction in my search for deeper spirituality and growth in my faith life. The graces have been numerous. Daily spiritual nourishment, companionship on the journey, excellent guidance , opportunity to delve deeper without the expense !  I am beginning to "live in Christ and he in me"-just as it should be!!!! and it's great !!!  Deo gratias. 


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